Forget

It's coming slowly, far more slowly than I would like.
I want to forget.
I want to forget that you filled all the spaces I didn't know were empty.
I want to forget that I never had to explain things to you.
I want to forget how I turned around to see you cutting the vegetables perfectly.
I want to forget the way you lit every part of me on fire.
I try to forget how when TSwift comes on I want to throw up.
I wish I could forget how you kept sleeping with her.
I wish I could forget how many nightmares you've given me.
I wish I could forget how insignificant and stupid you made me feel.
I wish I could forget you don't want me.

The world isn't letting me forget.