Wild

"It all depends on who's feelings you care about more, yours or theirs."
And I realized, like smacking my head on a cabinet, that I was still letting other people's feelings become more important than my own. And I couldn't do that anymore.
It was time for a cleanse.
Time to rid my life of selfishes.
Time to rid my life of emotionally unavailables.
Time to rid my life of needies.
Time to rid my life of anyone that wasn't helping me progress.
It was time, I decided, to stop spreading myself so thin.
I didn't need to, I didn't want to, I couldn't anymore.
Set things down and start over.
It was summer. It was time to do for myself.